Do not ask which creature screams into the night....

Do not question who waits for you in the shadows..

It is my cry that wakes you in the night..

And my body that crouches in the shadow..

I am death and you are the puppet, That dances to my tune.

The girl at home is a Caterpillar.

Safe in her cocoon, Not beautiful, not ugly.

She sits, clothed in old ratty jeans and an ancient T-shirt.

Bare foot, no make-up, hair down.

But her spirit, soul, and mind, Make her beautiful.

The girl leaving her home is a newly emerger butterfly.

She changes clothes a new dress makes me beautiful, she thinks.

She puts on high heels, they pinch her feet.

No pain, No beauty, she thinks

She adorns herself with expensive make-up, even beauty has a price, she thinks

she fixes her hair, hair is the key, she thinks

Finally she changes her attitude, I have to be like them, she thinks.....

Holy man, Gun in hand, Walking through the promised land,

Looks to me, Wants to see, What is wrong inside of me,

Never fear, Death is here, Bringing war and chaos near,

All is wrong, Ever wrong, When the wolves stay out to long,

At your door, Wanting more, Serving sweet and timely whore,

See the dark, See the rain, Upon you wishing eternal pain,

Holy man, Gun in hand, Settled in the promise land,

Looks to me, Wants to see, Why i walk with wounded knee,

Never fear, Angels here, Reaping sorrow of past years,

Winter done, Love is strong, Bloodied roses never wrong, At my door,

Wanting more, Holy man with roses four, Seen the light,

Felt the pain, Body well to feel again.

Its been a horrible day, I just wish this feeling would go away.

I cant help but to think of it I cant help but wanting to die

So now here's the decsion So I sit here and sigh,

I dont know what to do I know if I do I will hurt alot of people so all

I do is sit. Well its been done,

I am sittinge here breathing I dont want to die, please dont take me god

I messed up its not so bad! Well my breath is getting shorter

I wish I would have been smarter If they dont get here quick I will die.

Well here comes my final moments alive Why did I have to take such a dive?

There is help, why didnt I look? Well I guess I have been took.

Well I thought I would call and say i am dying Please beilive me I am not lying,

If they dont get here quick I am dead. Well I can feel my life ending,

This is the moment I have been dreading! I guess this will be the last time

You will hear me say I love you and Good bye!

As I travel the weary road of life I walk alone,

so alone, I have been walk for so long,...

I can hardly remember when I started,

why do I walk this, this road of loneliness where does this road go,

please sir tell me. where this road goes...

I'm sorry, the road of loneliness goes nowhere.....

Yeah, I can take you on Blindfolded, hands tied behind my back

You think you can try to whip me But it is I who will lead the attack

Choke on your bad seed I'll shove it in myself if your not careful

Don't even try to tame me I'm way more than you can handle

i'm all over, you can't escape Young and immortal I'll get you yet

Grow some eyes in the back of your head Before you wake up dead

You may be big But i can live beyond death Hand me the blindfold, you sorry sucker

your in for the ride of your life

Would you notice? Would you care? If I was gone,

Who would be there? Would you mourn? Would you really?

I don't know, 'cause of the way you treat me. Now that you know,

Now that I'm here. Why do I feel, That you don't fear? Do you fear my Death?

and will you mourn? And when I'm gone, Will I still feel scorn?

Will you joke, make fun, or laugh will my life, be reduced to half?

Will the half you don't know Be buried Never to love, have

fun or be merry? I won't let it happen I won't let it be

'll make you care, make you see me. And if you know me

and if you care my love of my life I, with you, will share

So if I'm dead Please remember your mourning song..

'Twas you, kindred soul. Who set alight the spark of likeness

I saw it shine in both of us. Though yours shines for someone else

Care I not because you showed me. How to quench the fires of thirst

Quell the storm. Split sky. Part sea.

All within the mind. You shine for someone else, true

but have taught me how to shine for myself

you sink into the back or your mind, searching for answeres that you'll not find.

always questioning, always wondering.

how in the world could this happen to me, how ever in the world could this be?

how could the one that you loved the most suddenly turn up, and now is a ghost?

always questioning, always wondering.

will the answers ever come, and leave your mind utterly numb?

do you really know how, and why, and where they go?

can you really say if, even you, will be going on today?

always questioning, always wondering;

never answering.